Wow, I haven't been this angsty in a long time. Seriously, I feel like, high school angst almost... I'm 21 years old. I thought I grew out of that stage a loooong long time ago. Although, a piece that could be contributing to the puzzle is that I'm in constant pain because my lower back is killing me. And that I'm taking 21 credits this semester... And that I'm supposed to take the GRE in 20 days... Ugh. I just want this semester to be over with. At least this weekend Dad's bringing the cows in, so I can go home and straighten out some aggression, as well as get a slaughter date for my steer which is supposed to be going this fall. I also get to bring demon child back with me for class which will be good times all around.
I honestly still don't know what I want to do with my life yet. I may call the GRE place and maybe cancel my test appointment. I just can't justify even more stress... And if I do horrible, then those grades will be sent to any grad school I apply to. I just don't know anymore... Advice? But Anyway...
So Mandi got married almost two weeks ago. Shannon, Jayme, and I were bridesmaids and it was definitely good times all around. I'll probably write a post solely for that in due time...
So it's been a year since my Grandma passed away. We miss her all the same still and I can't believe that it's been a year already. Honestly, the first post that I posted in this blog, was about that... And I mention how I could see it a month after the fact, like it had happened yesterday... It is still that way. That image will haunt me forever. We still all miss you Grandma...
This also means that Mark and I are coming up on the one year thing as well. I still can't believe it's been a year for that either. The time is just flying by...
Okay, I'm going to go sleep now. Maybe it will do my grumpy self some good. Better post next time. I promise.
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